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Thursday, July 09, 2015

episode: -> Friends? <-

Have not been blogging for such a long time.
Does not have anything mind-bogging enough to blog about / rant out here.. I suppose.
That's not true, alright.. -_-"
Maybe I just never felt the need to be "shouting" out here.

I've had a knot residing somewhere deep inside my heart, along with many other knots, both big and small.
These knots do not disappear / go away by themselves, but with time, eventually become permanent scars / precious lessons learnt (self-closure).

I used to have a small group of close-knitted singing friends.
Only the four (4) of us.
Oops, sorry, "friends" are what I thought we are.
Silly me is wrong to use this term loosely.
Classmates then?
More factually correct.

OK, anyways, there was a period of time that we became quite close.
Or so I thought / assumed.
Life is never a bed of roses and things somewhat, changed..
Although I never knew what exactly happened or what went wrong..?
Yes, yes, stupid and silly me..
How can I not have spotted / observed anything, right..?

The truth is, I really do not know.
I never did figure out what happened.
I was sad, perplexed, angry and a fury of mixed and negative emotions washed over me.
These friends changed along the way, but only I remained the foolish one.

Oblivious? Agreed.
Sincerity? I definitely had that, together with respect and admiration.
I wanted to stay friends with them.
Hey, we are a class right?
We took singing classes together and encouraged each other along the way?

Sorry, these are all merely my own perceptions.
I deceived myself and let myself live in a big fat lie.
When the singing classes fell apart and everyone began going their own separate ways, only my last friend and I tried to pull things back together.
This was met with.. Silence.

Uh wells, that was a year ago.
I was outcast-ed, ostracised and people think I am.. W-E-I-R-D.
Wow! I never knew I was behaving weirdly.
Misunderstood? Definitely.
Did they bother? Of course not.
Just take the fastest route out? OBVIOUSLY!
Weird people deserved to be avoided at all cost!
Worst is, we began as "friends" and resulted in such an ending.

If you know me, I am usually tending more on the optimistic side.
When things began developing in a "strange" way, which because I did not know any better..
I brushed it aside and thought I was just over-thinking things.
I mean, we are friends, right?
I guess not.

Little did I know, people look at me and think to themselves:
"She's weird. She's desperate. She's interested in me?" etc.
I am just being warm and friendly because I like all of you guys a lot as friends.
I looked up to you guys because you have music background and is talented in singing or whatever cr@p you are good at.
This does NOT give you the right to look down on others and start spreading / speculating rumours among yourselves about me.
(Yes, I am the weakest link and have ZERO music background.)

Why do you need to overthink things and make things go all complicated?
Can't we just be friends, simple?
I swear I definitely did NOT stalk you, follow you, stare at you dreamily or whatever else bullsh!t.
Aren't you being a little too confident in yourselves and your whatever "talents"?
You're NOTHING with no character.
So much for being "friends".
My foot.

One knot untied.
You definitely do NOT deserve a place in my heart.
You belong to my sh!t.

~ Beautiful Season ~

.. and this is how the story ends ..
=*- 1:55 pm -*=

Tuesday, July 07, 2015

episode: -> Stranded in Yew Tee. <-

Yes, stranded in Yew Tee.

I was caught in a serious SMRT train disruption.. -_-"
Actually it is a complete breakdown of North-South and East-West lines (that's all 4 directions). x_x
Complete chaos ahead.

I do not know the way home.
I have never given much thought about a contingency plan / backup route home.

In my distress, I urgently put together this route:
1. Yew Tee (NO train service)
Bus 302
2. Choa Chu Kang (NO train service)
Bus 985
3. Jalan Toa Payoh
Bus 5
4. Jalan Eunos
Bus 60
5. Home Sweet Home (finally!)
Total time taken: 2 hours 40 minutes
Total fare: S$2.80

Yes, I paid for my fare and it is not a joke for the amount of time and additional distance I had to travel.
Sighs..

~ Beautiful Season ~

.. and this is how the story ends ..
=*- 11:56 pm -*=

Wednesday, April 01, 2015

episode: -> Happy Birthday, Cardcaptor Sakura / Sakura Kinomoto! :3 <-

Oh yes, it's that time of the year again!
HAPPY APRILS FOOLS' DAY! :P

Coincidentally, it's also Cardcaptor Sakura / Sakura Kinomoto's birthday today. ;)
(Geez, I am such a geek. -_-")

The beautiful and "legendary" Cardcaptor Sakura / Sakura Kinomoto!

Trivia: This beautiful picture exists as one of the 30 pieces of official A3-sized posters included in the "Cardcaptor Sakura POSTER BOX" that was officially released by CLAMP / Kodansha in 1999.
[Retail price: 6,500yen (or 6,825yen inclusive 5% tax) in 1999]

~ Beautiful Season ~

.. and this is how the story ends ..
=*- 12:50 am -*=

Sunday, March 29, 2015

episode: -> Goodbye and Farewell, Mr. Lee Kuan Yew. <-

On 23 March 2015, at 03:18am in the wee hours in the morning, Singapore has lost a very important and significant political figure - our founding Prime Minister, Mr. Lee Kuan Yew..

I simply had to head down to the Parliament House in person to pay homage to Mr. Lee KY.
I also felt the need to head down to Esplanade to send this great man off on his last and final journey, marking the end of 7 days of national mourning in Singapore.

You'll forever be missed.

(To be updated with pictures.)

~ Beautiful Season ~

.. and this is how the story ends ..
=*- 11:24 pm -*=

Friday, November 14, 2014

episode: -> Sailor Moon Ichiban Kuji (Lottery), Now Out! <-

Need me elaborate more?
Sailor Moon Ichiban Kuji (Lottery) opens today~! \^-^/

The complete set of Sailor Moon Ichiban Kuji (Lottery) Prizes A ~ G.

The complete set of Sailor Moon Ichiban Kuji (Lottery) Prizes A ~ G.

A closer view on the Prize A, C, D and E.

The most expensive Last Prize.

If you're interested to participate in this "Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon" Ichiban Kuji (Lottery), please click here!

You can also contact me via email HERE!

~ Beautiful Season ~

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.. and this is how the story ends ..
=*- 4:47 pm -*=

Wednesday, November 12, 2014

episode: -> Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon Ichiban Kuji (Lottery). <-

The highly anticipated Pretty Soldier Sailor Moon (now renamed as Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon) is celebrating its 20th Anniversary with a B-L-A-S-T!
Besides the avalanche release of new official merchandise and accessories, Sailor Moon is also scheduled to release its very own Ichiban Kuji (Lottery) this coming Friday, 14 November 2014!
How could BANPRESTO foolishly miss out on the release of a Sailor Moon Ichiban Kuji (Lottery), right? XD

This Sailor Moon Ichiban Kuji (Lottery) is highly anticipated by fans worldwide, especially for Prize A: Sailor Moon Dreamy Figure and Last Prize: Transformation Brooch Pocket Watch.
It's highly probable that the Ichiban Kuji (Lottery) would be completely SOLD OUT on the same day of its release.
It'll likely be an enactment of Cardcaptor Sakura Ichiban Kuji (Lottery) back in June 2014.

The first release of "Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon" Ichiban Kuji (Lottery).

There are important announcements for its anxious fans lying in wait for the scheduled release of the Sailor Moon Ichiban Kuji (Lottery) in mid-November 2014.

The announcement on the scheduled release of "Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon" Ichiban Kuji (Lottery) and its availability in licensed official retailers.

Even before the official release of the Sailor Moon Ichiban Kuji (Lottery), there are already crazy prices being dished out for the individual Sailor Moon lottery goods.
The price for a complete set of ALL 15 A ~ G Prizes + Last Prize is S$600.
Without the Last Prize, a set of the remaining 15 Prizes A ~ G drops to S$450.
Prize A and Last Prize are the main "culprits" for the expensive prices.
It is still expensive alright. x_x

Let me give you a brief overview of all the prizes available in this lottery: 

Prize A: Sailor Moon Dreamy Figure.

Prize B: Bath Towel ~galaxxxy collaboration~.

Prize C: Luna Plush ~galaxxxy collaboration~.

Prize D: Crystal Star Pouch.

Prize E: Collection Glasses ~galaxxxy collaboration~ (Complete Set of 3).

Prize F: Reflector Charms (Complete Set of 4).

Prize G: Hand Towels ~galaxxxy collaboration~ (Complete Set of 4).

Last Prize: Transformation Brooch Pocket Watch.
(This is the prize for the last person who purchase the LAST lottery ticket.)

Double Chance Campaign: Sailor Moon Dreamy Figure ~galaxxxy collaboration~.
(Only 100 lucky winners participating in the lottery will walk away with this special prize!)

This is a sure-win lucky dip lottery.
You're guaranteed a sure-win prize, but to be honest, only 1 out of every 5 prizes are the highly sought after prizes.
By participating in the lottery, you've a chance to receive a very good prize (Prizes A ~ D) and/or a normal prize (Prizes E ~ G).

Note: Please do not expect the prizes to be at its lottery tickets' cost price, especially if you're choosing the prizes to purchase, and not participating in the lottery itself.

If you've any questions, feel free to contact me via email HERE!

There is a second series (not a re-release) of Sailor Moon Ichiban Kuji (Lottery).
It's scheduled for release January 2015 in Japan.
Stay tuned! :)

The scheduled release of "Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon: Life with Sailor Moon" Ichiban Kuji (Lottery).

~ Beautiful Season ~

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.. and this is how the story ends ..
=*- 3:03 pm -*=

Monday, November 10, 2014

episode: -> Cardcaptor Sakura & Kero-chan! <-

Back to this topic previously covered about how life can be such an enticing mystery..
.. LOL. XD

Through Carousell, I've met many awesome, sincere and understanding buyers.
However, I've also had my fair share of insincere, ask-for-fun, zero-response, lowballers, fake "interested" buyers experience.
All it takes is a "no", "sorry, I'll pass"-type of response.
(Please don't do this for a preorder though, PLEASE.)
Some people just do not have the courtesy in them to respond and respect others' time. :'(

However, thanks to Carousell, I was extremely lucky to have met my match / guardian - Kero-chan! :3
(Not trying to imply that I'm Sakura-chan, but uh wells. x_x)

We're now very good friends.
We've the same love and interest in Cardcaptor Sakura.
We're both very "hardcore" fans of Cardcaptor Sakura.
How hardcore, you may ask?
Hmmm, willing to spend a few thousands on out-of-production RARE official merchandise, those "hardcore"-ness?

Cardcaptor Sakura, the new mistress of Sakura Cards (transformed from Clow Cards), with her two guardians - Cerberus (Keroberos) and Yue.

As my house is almost stuffed full with either Cardcaptor Sakura or Sailor Moon merchandise (all kinds of random merchandise, new and old), I can't ignore my mountainous pile of goods anymore..
Some bigger goods need to go, and ASAP.

We've hence decided to open a shared blog "Cardcaptor Sakura and Kero-chan!", detailing our love for Cardcaptor Sakura, Sailor Moon, maybe also Sword Art Online, Puella Magi Madoka Magica and K-On!?
To-do List: 
Do drop by us for a quick visit here! :)
You can also contact me via email HERE!

~ Beautiful Season ~

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.. and this is how the story ends ..
=*- 11:23 pm -*=

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N =*- 地獄少女 -*= N

secondnovember (BeautifulSeason)
チャン.フイミン (シュテファニ一)
Otherwise proudly known as:
-> Mountain Tortoise <-
26 years + 0.25 months old
02-11-1988
Ex-Saint Margaret's Girls'
Ex-Cedar Girls'
Ex-Victoria Junior College
National University of Singapore Alumni
Faculty of Science
Major: Life Sciences (Biology)

But anyways..
I am worth, $2,213,450.


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N =*- 愛 -*= N

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